I have been working at a company which i dont like nor enjoy. It is not art related. The job and the work places ( people there) are not enjoyable, even toxic. So i went through a depression. The reason şi chose to stay working here was the free time it provides me after work to focus on art. But for 9 months, i havent been doing anything productive which makes me even more depressed. I know i shouldnt find any excuses but it is realy hard to motivate myself, because i think like it is too late now. I already wasted 9 months, and it would take more time to develope my art now because of the break i gave. I also plan to quit my job after 5 months. So i have too little time. Lots of thoughts, worries, lack of motivation/depression, toxic people making me lose my joy for art. How can i think positively again and remind myself that it might not be late yet?